As an artist, I find sanctuary in the act of creation. I am drawn to the process of a piece and the conversation that is initiated between the work and myself. Relationships are a common theme in my work as I tackle the ideas of barriers, separation, human behavior, color, and my own character. I am drawn to capturing moments and bringing the palette of life to the canvas.
Recently, my work has dealt with layers. These are layers of experience, layers of memories, emotion, and how they affect us on a daily basis.
These abstract works show movement and colors eroding, they make visible the process of washing away or settling in stillness. They help me to recognize the beauty in the unknown. There is a forced loss of control in these pieces and acceptance of marks made and unchanged. My process for this collection is not unlike Gerhard Richter or Helen Frankenthaler as I employ staining techniques as pouring and scraping paint across the surface. My work asks for only a few marks that are made and no more; they are thoughtfully constructed. Through this work, my own frailty and truths are splashed across the page, losing at one point and gaining at another.
This body of work, Alluvium, represents the tides and the sediment left behind. What fertile soil is born? This is an exploration of my new life post double lung transplant.
12 - 20, An Adult at Rest SOLD
Creation is a remarkable tool, which can be used to heal and to understand the deeper sea of our own minds. It is a place I find sanctuary, peace, and reflection. My work has always been linked to this process that reflects on the emotional strains of life and the strings that connect us all – whether it is our bloodlines, our past, our pain, or our joy. Through my own work, I have addressed my own frailty and have challenged the viewer and myself by placing my own truths on the page.
This body of work was an attempt at coming to terms with my lung disease; I was dependent on oxygen. Each one of these pieces is meant to capture the dynamic of one single breath. An adult at rest, sitting or sedentary, will take anywhere from 12 to 20 breaths a minute. These paintings are snapshots of what I imagine is involved in one breath. These abstract works show movement and colors eroding, they make visible the process of a thing washing away or settling in stillness. They help me to recognize the beauty in the unknown.
Dichotomy (2018) SOLD
Dichotomy examines daily experience and meaning through gestural works on paper. This past year was marked by a very deliberate routine that denied the flexibility to create works or make decisions based on personal trust, reflection, and intuition. This exercise was a method for me to encourage a return to a more automatic manner of creating that relied on instinct and training. The works range from light and formal to darkly layered and atmospheric studies. The mark-making, color and movement represent the dichotomy of the time lived and time considered.
It is singular, a fingerprint or a made mark. It is a landscape separated from space but not immune to the forces that shaped it. It is a still life, flat and quiet and memorable. It is as simple as wanting two things to be different but recognizing that they begin to take the shape of the same word.
Structural Findings (2016)
Structural Findings is a collection of mixed media works on paper that examine the new routines and patterns that materialize after a pivotal shift in one’s life. These artworks attempt to capture and reconcile the transformations that shifted in my role within society after becoming a mother. The works represent two intersecting and overlapping planes of disharmonic, ethereal space within the framework of an architectural place.
The precise use of material and movement is meant to pair a confined, isolated space within a more expansive, atmospheric place. The resulting architectural landscapes depict a richly layered composition that invites the viewer to look within.
These works are created in one sitting looking at a live nude model. When working on these my focus is often in the weight of the object so the piece allows you to feel where the body sits in space. I am drawn to leaving the image open and incomplete so as to allow your mind to fill in the remainder.
Fruits of our Labor (2013-2014) SOLD
This body of work was meant to help me stay ever-present in thankfulness for our remarkable surrogate & to experience symbolic labor during our gestational surrogacy. As the subject of these paintings, I was especially drawn toward fruits, flowers & vegetables – imagining them as symbols of hope, growth, labor, harvest, bounty & thanksgiving.
Meat Market (2015) SOLD
As an extension of the series Fruits of our Labor I have started painting meats. I love the translation of the meat as being the most filling main part of the meal and applying this to life as thinking of my plate being full.
Siblings (2014) SOLD
My artistic process has always harbored some of my deepest truths. This particular Sibling series holds a theme that consistently shows up within my work: loss. When I was seventeen I lost my brother to a sledding accident and working through my loss within my artwork I have found a significant amount of peace.
Each of the pieces within this body of work was created in one sitting with a black ballpoint pen. A black pen is an unforgiving medium. A medium that allows for no mistakes so each of my thoughts, movements, actions are all on display. Every mark made is permanent.
A loss of a sibling can leave you feeling like being an island by yourself. I wanted this body to makes you pay attention to the absence, to the missing person, and the disintegrating and fragile memories.
Waiting Room NFS
Since I was nineteen, I have been afflicted with dermatomyositis and interstitial lung disease more recently. That means that I have been in a hospital waiting room countless times, a cold, sterile environment.
The process of being in a waiting room and going through the steps of a doctor's visit is very removed from your everyday experience. I wanted and needed a positive way to explore a constructive way to make a negative experience into a creative one. This body of work is that exploration. Usually, my work involves intentional mark-making. These pieces were taken on my iPhone through an indirect mark-making process and then manipulated within the phone or the machine. They are reflective of the waiting room experience and take on an ethereal replica of the space.
The layers of sediment within rocks and minerals have always transfixed me. The delicate lines and fractures created by years of pressure and layering. It completes a perfect analogy for me of our life.
This body of work has been an exploration of that layering. What completes our lifelines, our layering? How do our experiences shape us? What is the sediment that we are filling up with, what exists in the cracks and the fractures?